bittersweet day today

Today marks the one year anniversary of us living in this house. One of the main reasons we got it was so we could take care of Grandma.. It is very sad that she is no longer with us.

I miss her every day, and my heart aches. I know I will see her again, and that gives me comfort.

My daughter Rosamaria told me yesterday that she misses Grandma a lot...I know exactly how she feels.

missing Grandma

Today I found myself bawling my eyes out in the shower. I'm not sure why, but it just happened. I have been thinking about Grandma a lot today, and I guess it just got to me.

I received in the mail yesterday a notice form the hospice company about grief counseling, and I think I am going to check into it. It won't hurt.